So much bigger then you

Today was good. I went to school and was sitting in first period when suddenly I was like "hmm i need to listen to some up lifting songs that make me want to be cute with a girl" then it hit me. ANBERLIN. I started listening to them and i was like daaamn I remember how much i LOVE this band, but even better as I was sitting there I realize. "im so much bigger and better then everyone trying to bring me down. This thing im going through.. its gonna pass. Im going to live and go on. I have so many fucking plans I want to achieve and im not going to let her family try and rip that away from me. according to me her brothers, mom and dad just dont exist to me and im moving on. im better then all of this and im going to keep living my life and let this all be in the past and achieve the goals I wanted to before all this happened" I dont know WHY I never though of it like that. Im not scared of them, im not there friend or enemy. they are just strangers and I have moved on from it. Im so thankful for living through this. but yeah it took just a few minutes of a song and sitting and spacing out during first period to realize all this. So from now on i wont be talking about how mad or sad I am about all this. Its in the past and im going to walk every inch to push it out of the way and so far behind me. but anyways enough with all that inspirational talk, everything went fine today. I went to my singing lessons. My teacher was not there today ) = i was soo bummed. i miss our talks and stupid jokes and talking about our week. but my substitute was my first teacher I had before her. which was fun because he was like "wow I am impressed. you have improved a lot since the months before". That was pretty awesome. AND randomly after i got out of singing lessons my mom went into the store and I waited in the car and some girl was like "omg you look like the all time low guy!" i just started laughing and she took a picture with me haha. well anyways thats about it. Im sleepy, need a shower, and to play Dead space. or Resident evil 5. byeee :D