A sigh of peace

Im glad I got that last post off my chest, I needed to just yell at something, anyways, the last couple of weeks have been very dull. Me and Daniel dont get to do much anymore since this whole mess happened. He can still go places I cant but usually he gets stuck with me not doing anything, which I feel bad because I want him to go out and have fun. Like the last time he went out I told him I could not hang out (I could have) because I wanted him to go out and have fun with his friends. and he had a great time and so did everyone else which made me happy. Everyone is just raving about DF09. All the stories I heard from it just sound epic and amazing, im really glad everyone had fun. Meanwhile ive just been sorta on block arrest. Ive been confined to my house or daniels house which dont get me wrong, its not the WORST thing in the world but it does get a tad bit boring. I went to Disneyland with daniel and his parents yesterday. It was pretty fun. We saw some pretty cute girls there but none of them came to us lol so we gave up. All day we kept saying we cant do this or that without women cuz we will look totally gay. haha and its funny because we ended up doing all the things we said we wouldnt xD but it was a lot of fun even though none of us met up with anybody. I wish everyday could just be fun. Im pretty tired of not having a life. Well high school is almost over and so is this whole court thing. I hope to GOD next week is the very last time I have to go to court. Im so sick of all this, I want it to end already. ugh I want this to all be over and put it behind me and just move on with life. Get my shit together. Grow up. hang out with my friends. Get on the road and sing and play my heart out<3